well, this is my first rant, so, I have no idea what to do, or how to do it...but there is something that has me bugged for a year now, why do people become gangsters.

I mean like they don't do anything for you, do they pay for your bill, no...do they bail you out if jail...no...well, maybe some, anyway, back to the topic...they don't do anything for you, and yet, they except you to do something for the "hood".

It's like you give them your life, and they don't do anything about it, but...the only thing I think I know they do, is be by you when you die...thats it!!!!
and the only reason young kids, become gangster's...it's because their scared of the bullies at school, or just so they can have some place to run away from....I don't get it...why throw your life away, just to be cool....that ain't cool....nothings cool about being a gangster..or homie as some of them say....you could get shoot, get beat up on the street.

well, if you want to ruin your life, be my guest.

well, thats all for my RANT....

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I'm starting to feel better about my life, just need to focus on my school work, and, maybe talk to someone about my feelings, maybe she'll understand, how I feel.

uh, I know this is going to seem weird, but, anybody who's reading this, uh....maybe you can help me, like, how to talk to girls, i'm not use to talking to girls, well I talk to girls....just not, about my feelings.

or maybe I just got to believe in myself, yeah....but, I'd still like to hear your personal input about this situation, or you can just read this, and not say anything...I don't care

I'm all alone again...nothing new....just got use to it
I'm use to staring at my wall for hours on end....I noticed that my wall hot a bit lighter...kinda darker in most places...but still the same in some places...well...I gotta go to be now....got school tomorrow...damn...I feel so...I don't know.....anyway....bugger off

English
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how have we met?
4. Would you like to fall in love with me?
5. Would you like to kiss me?
6. Tell me you nickname and how did you get it.
7. Tell sth about me in one word.
8. Your first though when you saw me?
9. Do you still think like that?
10. Who/What I resemble you?
11. If you have possibility to give me sth, what it'd be?
12. Do you know me well?
13. When did you see me last time?
14. Have you ever wanted to tell me sth, but you weren't able?
15. What it was?
16. Will you past this quiz in your journal to know, what I think about you?